and finally I surrender

I’m too tired to carry out this Sick
Your character often make it hurt
So far I was powerless and surrender
Finally, you and me were separated

relations, which made me that way
How many times you do it again
without you knowing that I am today
and everything becomes meaningless

I do not know
God knows what I should do
I either grieving alone
or happy in the noise?

My own here waiting for love comes again